is exhuasting to keep myself smiling
when the dark valley seems to have no ending
what can i do to pour this feeling
out of me completely?


i cant catch up with the pace of life
stamina is falling, speed is decreasing
what can i do to make u believe me,
that this pain,
this tiredness,
this frustration,
are really the sore of my life?


finding myself in nowhere
clueless about the future
oh crap. i feel like giving up.

i have the urge to fall back
immediately
leaving everything behind
without a thinking

i wanna walk with this childish
thinking that studies are not important
and joy is the only way to freedom
ok, another bullshit.

energy-drained,
struggle with emotions,
obscure about the on-going craps
that people gave me,
why are all these happening at the beginning?

i wanna stay back
to walk like a princess

stop bothering me, maths
stop confusing me, chemistry
stop dragging me, biology
u guys r nothing but burdens.

leave me alone for now,
to mock at my own decision,
for coming here
to make a fool of myself.

don crap with me
becos i had enough of it
just give me ur eyes
and i will let you see my tears.
your hand,
and i will let you feel the lethargic beats.


come, fill me with your love